For YEARS these feelings, beliefs, and struggles were my reality.
I spent over a year stuck on the 4th paragraph of the book I wanted to write. I was so afraid of being judged that introducing myself to small groups caused panic attacks. I thought graduate school would be too difficult for me so I never applied. I stopped and started on projects and business ideas, never fully going for it.
Things finally changed when the disappointment of not pursuing my deepest desires became too painful too handle.
Something snapped and…